Friday, April 13, 2012

Little things

Hello Blogworld

I just read Stormy's post at Shelter In The Storm.  I just love the way she lets me peek into her life.  I really appreciate all I am learning from her.  Well in my last post I mentioned noticing how different T is from other guys I have dated. How he takes charge and stands up to me.  Lately I have been noticing how he looks out for me and my kids in regards to the future.  T is going to be moving and I see where is looking out for us in the decisions he is making.  And sometimes putting our needs first.  He isn't telling me.  I guess he is just preparing things for the future.  That really makes me feel loved,cherished and protected.  I like how he is talking thing over with me and getting my input.  We were kinda wrestling today and I thought I had the upper hand until he had me hanging onto him.  Hours later I still don't get how he did it. But he was in control the entire time and just was waiting for me to realize I needed him to get me out of the position I stuck myself in.   I did get kinda lectured yesterday.  Work has been calling me in and I have been overdoing it.  I am down with a super bad cold/sinus thing.  My chest is all congested and my voice goes in and out.  I tried calling off for today but they had nobody able to cover my shift.  T pointed out how much extra I have been doing and where were they when I really needed them.  I need to put myself first and if that means telling work no I can't do overtime that is what I do.  I have a hard time saying no.  But I should not have been around people as sick as I am but had no choice.  T offered to come make me soup and take care of me.  He is just the sweetest guy.  I did tell him no. But it felt good that he wanted to.
Jenny
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Saturday, April 7, 2012

Something different

Hi Blogworld,

I think I have stumbled unknowingly into a relationship.  Maybe even The One.  MrWantsToBeMoreThanFriends has become a definite Boyfriend.  And has been my Rock thru losing Shelly.  He has been wonderful to me.  We have been friends for awhile.  But yesterday we were talking about my hair appointment today.  HE TOLD HOW MUCH I COULD HAVE TAKEN OFF MY HAIR!!  OMG  He was totally serious!  He. likes my long hair.  He has seen pictures of it shorter and doesn't like it. He even mentioned coming with to supervise.  No Honey that is not needed honest.  I was thinking about taking off a little more that he wants.  My hair is down to the middle of my back and getting in my way.  I am getting off track.  First he told me on the phone then we talked in person.  And I showed him where I wanted to go to.  Nope not happening.  A belt was mentioned OMG....  So of course I had to push to see where this would go.  Asked if he would take his belt to me if I cut my hair short.  His reply:  No I will walk 2 feet away from you  I only want to be seen with a pretty girl. He has also been taking charge of my car maintence.  I like this.  My car likes this.  He started this as a friend.  Is his taking charge of things something I should be worried about?  Or could I have stumbled across a HOH?  He didn't threaten to spank or hit  me.  He has always been a proper gentleman and never raised a hand to me.  But he is definitely the one in charge.   What should I keep my eyes open for?  I think I may have found what I was looking for but don't want to run blindly.    I am keeping my fingers crossed.  It is different.  Nobody has ever talked to me the way he does. 
Jenny